When I was young, about 6 years old, I went to
a circus with my family in upstate New York. I had never been to the circus
before and as this being my first time ever going to the circus I was a little
scared. My knees would shake every time I thought about seeing those long
trunked beasts and the creepy clowns. I could tell that my sister wasn’t sharing
the same emotion as every time I would peak at her she would either be jumping
of her seat, only kept put by the seat belt, or ask my parents how much longer
we would have to wait to get there. When my mom finally turned back to us with
a big pearly white smile and said that we were almost 5 minutes away, I almost
peed on myself. I didn’t of course because I needed to show my younger sister
that there was nothing to fear in the circus and if I showed her how scared I was
she would think that she was braver then me and if she thought that then I wouldn’t
be a good sister.
So
I gave my teddy, Mr. Blankee, the most biggest hug I could give him silently
asking him to protect me against the elephants. Thinking about it now I see how
silly that was but I also remember believing that Mr. Blankee was the strongest
living being alive. I used to think that that if the world was about to end and
that if all the buildings were going to fall all I would have to do was hold up
Blankee and he would protect me with all his mighty strength and that he would
save all the people I love with his incredible flying skills. So as my feet
touch the circus floor and I catch my first glimpse of an elephant, my first
impulse is to make sure that Blankee sees it too and can save me incase
anything happens. Off course the only thing that Blankee was keeping watch off
was the ground as I was too short for me to hold on to him by the arm without
dragging him.
The
elephant was huge, ugly and was completely capable of stepping on me. I did the
only brave thing I could think of and went behind my daddies’ legs so that he
was standing between me and the monster. My mother worried by my sudden
reaction comes by me dragging my sister along with her. She looks in the
direction of the elephant and immediately understands what’s wrong, I under
hand thought she had super powers. She let me hold her hand or the rest of the
time and we stayed as far away from the elephants as we could.
Then
the time came to when we were going to take a family picture and as a child I loved
taking pictures but when I saw how the picture was going to be taken by a clown
I stopped mid step and almost dropped Mr. Blankee. My father then came and
picked me up along with Blankee, confusing my fear with tiredness from the long
day. The clown only smiled and waved at me while I was shaking from the sight
of his red tinted teeth. He had huge red shoes and a big baggy colorful outfit.
His face was entirely painted white except his nose and lips which were painted
red. He was almost as scary as the elephant except I was certain that even my
dad could beat him up if he wanted to drink our blood.
My
father sat me next to him on the little bench and my sister next to me with my
mother on her other side. While I was mentally debating whether I should or shouldn’t
send Blankee to fight him the clown took the picture and we left the stand. As we made our way to the car I figured out
why the clown hadn’t drank our blood. My mother probably mentally tricked him
into thinking our blood was bad and so he didn’t waste his time. Now I understand
that the only reason why the clown hadn’t drank our blood because he was a
clown not a vampire.
So many people are scared of clowns! I wonder why...
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