So one of my best friends is moving today to DR and it's so sad I feel like crying forever. I don't even remember not knowing you or you not coming to my house every Saturday and laughing at everything and those sleepovers we've had. I don't think people understand how much a uuperson could love another as much as I and our little group her. We would do anything for one another. Yeah, so sometimes we fight and we argue and all that blues but those bad memories are nothing compare to all the good ones we've had. Like when we wrote that song? Or when we went roller skating in that park by your house and I fell and did some thing like a 360 flip or when we went to the park and played that game on the slide? And one of my favorites: when Karina and I slept over your house and we went to sleep at 4 in the morning talking about old memories from DR.
think that people should be more appreciative on what they have because you never know what could happen. Someone could get sick or go missing or move away to another country and you might never see them again because they could die. And that's it. They reached their finish line and their race in life is done.
I don't even know why I'm thinking about death even though your only moving and we are going to talk tonight and probably every night this summer. I guess I'm just really sad that I'm never going to see you again. This entire year feels like our entire world just twisted and a million doors just opened and instead of all of us following each other we are going in different way, in different hallways, in different doors. We don't know if it's good or bad or if it might not even last. All we know is that a change has come upon us and that all we can do know is watch it happen.
Saturday, July 14, 2012
Proud of myself
Hey!
So I've been going to college classes since the last time I wrote and it's been real hard but I think I could do this.
We had an essay to write for art history the other day and I, out of my entire class got the highest grade!! A+!! I don't think I've ever been so proud! Like I've never gotten such a wonderful grade! My professor said it was because I wrote my paper on one of my favorite pieces of art and I actually took my time to actually find the artist and interview her! When she allowed me to I felt so honored I didn't even know what to say! What really got me extra points was that I was honest and I explained every feeling I had on the matter. Many people just picked any piece of art and they didn't even like it but I loved mine incredible and I though it was inspirational and the story to the picture was very beautiful.
Then yesterday we went on a trip to this organization called project U.S.E. and it was probably the most amazing thing I have ever done!
So the trip was in NJ and it was in the wilderness and that's what I really loved about it! Every thing was so beautiful and bright with color and amazing and I don't think that many people appreciated the forrest as much as me. My favorite thing that we did was climb up this really high tree and we had to cross this sort of bridge like thing and we had to do this entire thing while we were 50 feet in the air. I know, scary right? I was so scared I think I could of died right then and there but Andy (a worker from project U.S.E. ) was saying the most motivational things that in the end I actually did it and I am still so proud of myself! I just can't believe I was so brave and it was exhilarating to be so high up! I wish I had looked down though because if I had I think That I would of felt even better. Although I didn't completely conquer my fear of heights, I took a big step forward
After that I feel like a different person. Like I feel like I could do anything in the world and that I could be someone huge and successful because it doesnt matter if i fall bacause all i have to do is pick myself up again and try again. I just feel like I could fly and my new friends are so supportive that I'm positive that they will catch me if I do.
"I am the master of my fate I am; the captain of my soul" (I'm not even sure if I said that write. )
So I've been going to college classes since the last time I wrote and it's been real hard but I think I could do this.
We had an essay to write for art history the other day and I, out of my entire class got the highest grade!! A+!! I don't think I've ever been so proud! Like I've never gotten such a wonderful grade! My professor said it was because I wrote my paper on one of my favorite pieces of art and I actually took my time to actually find the artist and interview her! When she allowed me to I felt so honored I didn't even know what to say! What really got me extra points was that I was honest and I explained every feeling I had on the matter. Many people just picked any piece of art and they didn't even like it but I loved mine incredible and I though it was inspirational and the story to the picture was very beautiful.
Then yesterday we went on a trip to this organization called project U.S.E. and it was probably the most amazing thing I have ever done!
So the trip was in NJ and it was in the wilderness and that's what I really loved about it! Every thing was so beautiful and bright with color and amazing and I don't think that many people appreciated the forrest as much as me. My favorite thing that we did was climb up this really high tree and we had to cross this sort of bridge like thing and we had to do this entire thing while we were 50 feet in the air. I know, scary right? I was so scared I think I could of died right then and there but Andy (a worker from project U.S.E. ) was saying the most motivational things that in the end I actually did it and I am still so proud of myself! I just can't believe I was so brave and it was exhilarating to be so high up! I wish I had looked down though because if I had I think That I would of felt even better. Although I didn't completely conquer my fear of heights, I took a big step forward
After that I feel like a different person. Like I feel like I could do anything in the world and that I could be someone huge and successful because it doesnt matter if i fall bacause all i have to do is pick myself up again and try again. I just feel like I could fly and my new friends are so supportive that I'm positive that they will catch me if I do.
"I am the master of my fate I am; the captain of my soul" (I'm not even sure if I said that write. )
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