Graduated high school

Hey so I graduated today and I'm really proud of myself for being the first to graduate from high school in my family <3 but also for being the last graduate from flushing high school. I'm not even sure if anyone will see this but of you are I just want to thank you Ms. Shields for being such a supportive teacher this year. I really needed that and I loved how you never let anyone bring any other student in class. Not many teacher did that and I'm very glad that you did. I'm sad that I didn't get to say goodbye to you or to any of my other teachers that helped me like my math teacher who actually cared on how I was doing and tutored me
everyday for an entire month (morning and after school) he was the best an thanks to him I passed the geometry regents by three point! (I'm TERRIBLE at Math so this is a HUGE accomplishment) it was the highest I EVER got in geometry!

Well tomorrow is a big day for me. I start my summer colleges classes and I'm super nervous for this. I hope I make friends and that I don't have to much trouble getting toy classes. So I'm off because I need to wake up early tomorrow. Thank you again for being such a good teacher and teaching me that it's never good to oppress people of any shape or form, whether they have a sad past or not, everyone deserves to be treated right!


PS. I'm going to continue writing in this blog so that people who read it can keep track of me. I plan on making it big someday no matter what obstacles I have to go through! Mostly I'm going to write poetry I guess or I'll post some of my novels chapters.I'll update every week on wednesday of I can.


PPS. Again congratulations Ms. Shields on your engagement and I wish you a beautiful wedding and a lovely life!

This is it...

Well this it and now it time to start the next chapter of life. Well to start off I just wanted to say good bye to Flushing High School and to all my teachers there. But I know It's okay and I know it can only get better from now on. I hope all the teacher and the students in that school have a good infinity and don't forget the great times we had in that school because even though the name is changing and the school will most likely never be FHS again, in my heart the school will always remain the same. So now I have to chart the next painting in my collection! COLLEGE!! and not just any college either. I'm talking about the one and only Fashion Institute of Technology! Yeah the one that only takes about 10 percent out of the 10 thousand students that apply! ( I'm most likely exaggerating) The same school who has alumni such as Calvin Klein and William Frake! Yeah that FIT! For free! I only hope that I come out as big as them! Well, I hope that when I get there and its time to chose what want to do with my life I will always remember where I started. So now that I'm about 2 second from finishing my latest painting I think it's time I go buy a new canvas big enough for all my hopes and dreams to fit on it :)  So good-bye to everyone in FHS and hello to FIT!  I will always love you ♥

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

So today after I came home from seeing my therapist she I finished reading the perks of being a wallflower and I got to tell you I don't think I ever loved a book as much as I loved this one! I don't know maybe it was because my therapist was telling me that its not good to think that other people have it worse then you because ow do you really compare two different problems and say one is worse if both people are going through a tough time. So then I go home and start reading and I see how charlie explains the exact same thing? Coincidence much? Well anyways I get it now how problems aren't really worse or better. They are just different. The book has become my favorite because well I think that charlie went through a lot and he was going through so much that it eventually over took him but in the end he did get better because he had people who love him and want to make him better. I have that too so at least I know that there is hope in everything and that  maybe you just have to look at the bright side. Like how Charlie has friends now so he feels so much better and he know there is no point to dwell on what happens, because it happened so there isn't anything to do about it now.